you, me and chicken.

For you, Azri Rahim!

2011-11-10T23:23:00.001+08:00

You have never failed to make me smile before going to bed each day. And I love you for that. Thank you. =B

LOVES PHUKET, THAILAND.

2011-10-26T21:28:00.003+08:00

We are back from Phuket! It was awesome! Wish that the days would be longer. Had a blast and it was a great experience! =)))

SYUKUR ALHAMDULLILAH.

2011-08-24T22:02:00.002+08:00

Thank Allah for his blessings. Syukur.

I am so proud of you. You've not only made your parents proud.

ME TOOT! =B

You're one hella smart. Very practical, very hardworking.

Very independent, full of initiative and creative.

I am lucky to have you. =B

wink wink, next my turn ok?

inshallah!

10/05/11

2011-05-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

I know I do this best. And hell yes you know me well. Right click, copy paste. Hehe!

I'm just too cute. Cute for you! Huhu!

All I want to say is that, I miss you! Come home safely. 4 more days to go and yaaabaaaadaaabeeedooooo! =D

Btw, you look sexily, hotness plus charming yo!

Love, equals bee.

NOW I KNOW...

2011-05-01T21:28:00.003+08:00

I've finally know the reasons why Azri handed me this before he checked in. =B

To be close at heart. Always. Insyallah. =B

OH I FELT LOVED ALREADY. =B

2011-03-28T22:12:00.005+08:00

When the rain is blowing in your face,

And the whole world is on your case,

I could offer you a warm embrace

To make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,

And there is no one there to dry your tears,

I could hold you for a million years

To make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,

But I would never do you wrong.

I've known it from the moment that we met,

No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,

I'd go crawling down the avenue.

No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do

To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea

And on the highway of regret.

Though winds of change are throwing wild and free,

You ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.

Nothing that I wouldn't do.

Go to the ends of the Earth for you,

To make you feel my love

YOURS TRUELY,

2011-03-13T21:47:00.001+08:00

love, =B

EVEN SO...

2011-03-01T00:11:00.002+08:00

Life has always been wonderful with you.

Through laughters after laughters, we were there by each other.

Apart from sadness, jealousy and angst-y.

We were there, walking together hand in hand.

The most important part is to know that the love we have for each other,

felt so deep, so real and growing blooming beautifully.

Like a child you make me feel,

the future for us to take is going to be a great one.

Insya'Allah.

I love you Azri! =B

Our Love On Jogging Track!

2011-02-20T01:30:00.003+08:00

Stay healthy, happy and amazingly hot busukku!

I love you. More than you do!

Love,

ohhh bother!

2011-01-19T22:02:00.003+08:00

I want to be bold.

intellectual.

seductive.

confident.

beautiful.

amazing.

brainy.

lovely.

smart.

classy.

sexy.

hot.

i need to be what i wanted.

eh halo! nak hand boleh?

2010-12-31T04:42:00.007+08:00

=3 ♥ =B

2010-12-02T23:47:00.002+08:00

Life is indeed sweet with Azri around! And I actually wonders, life would be different without him around. He brought colors to my life, well there's lighting and thunders at times. I mean which relationships bonding doesn't causes compression or tension to surface area (okay! stop talking like a contractor! haha.) That is the why, we use bonding agent! Okay, stop! Yes, life is indeed awesome with Azri. He brings out the kid in me. And I bring out the kid in him too. We're both are kiddy. Hehehe. Manja bermanja mah! I mean, it is weird where couples would always either enter Armani outlets or iPhone outlets and get turned on. But we, we get turned on when we enters the toy section! And I feel like I've found my soul mate! Hehe.

And I think, if we were every to get married, InsyAllah, our kids would be lucky to have us! Hehe. Like seriously, Azri is way too awesome. He knows what makes me happy and then he will drag me to places to purchase those items I've yearned for, for a very long time. I am happy being with him. I am. =) It's like dream come true and ohh well, a great dream! And I know he would say, "I happy tengok you happy tau!"

Well Azri, I am happy because I am with you.

You make me happy. Syukur Alhamdullilah. =B

I YAM HAIR PEE!

2010-11-28T22:13:00.002+08:00

This weekend has been the greatest ever! It's been so long since Azri and I spend quality time together. A little bickering is good, as it comes to communicating and compromising. Not forgetting, walking hand in hand which means work together as a team!

Saturday was awesome. I had lunch with his family and it's pretty scary! Scary is good? Haha, it's more to like malu lah halo! I can say that his family has always been lovely, humble and funny and I would love to be part of them someday. InsyAllah. And did I ever mention before that Azri is the carbon copy of his mum? It's like amazingly right click copy paste! Tehehe. Ohhh well, I love seeing his family. Strong bond together. =) Then both of us head off to CSI:Exhibition at Science Centre! Awesome! And the both of us has Diploma of being a CSI! Wheeee! Dinosaur galore lah this weekend! Next week pun same! Hehehe. And the movie, Easy A is awesome! =D

Sunday was le- wait for it, legendary! Hahaha. We head off to Marsling - near the woodland's checkpoint, old school place lah. Memory! Then we head off to Bras Basah and Azri brought me to this awesome shop! My favourite! We ended up borong-ing! Haha. Me lah! Excited to the max online! Thanks to Azri, he knows that will be a legendary shop for me! Hahaha. Sigh! Am still smiling over what I've bought and I know Azri is too. =D

Ohhh well, malam tidur mesti ada senyum!

And the best part is, Azri is there sharing life with me.

With love,

2010-11-21T19:19:00.003+08:00

I've used to have a good friend, whom i rely on; depend on and trusted with. She was non other than Rosarenna Rosli. She is greatly missed and remembered, only with a smile that lightens the tears .

Well life goes on, and 4 long years rolled by with the hurt that's beginning to slowly subside. I used to wonder, why she had to go. Hating and blaming myself is what I used to do best. Time mature, and I began to realize that people as well as things; will play a part in our lives. No matter how long or short period it would stay, the best gift is that the memories shall never be replaced.

Acknowledge that they're used to be there.

Cherish now, the moments shall stay.

2010-11-09T22:10:00.002+08:00

I am thankful to have you in my life. And I love every single moment together shared. How you always reminds me that it's a "We" and walk hand in hand. I am thankful. You thought me a lot of things, and learnt a lot of stuffs. You make me happy and I feel like a growing kid. You thought me trust and rely on you when there's a need to. Dear Azri, to many happy moments for us in the future, through thick and thick. I love you. =B

=3

2010-10-19T23:24:00.001+08:00

NICE KNOWING YOU FOR 25 MONTHS.

2010-10-12T22:03:00.007+08:00

Always been told that I've got too much pride

Too independent to have you by my side

But my heart said all of you will see

Just won't live for someone until he'll live for me

Never thought I would find love so sweet

Never thought I would meet someone like you

Well now I've found you and I'll tell you no lie

This love I've got for you

Could take me 'round the world

Now show me love

Show me love, show me life

Baby show me what it's all about

You're the one that I ever needed

Show me love and what it's all about, alright

Don't waste this love I wanna give it to you

Tell me what you got, show me what you can do

Show me love, show me everything

I know you've got potential

So baby let me in and show me love

I'll love you

I'll miss you

I'll make sure

Everything will be alright

I'll give you my heart if you just give me love

Every day and every night

- sarahlee

2010-10-09T10:12:00.005+08:00

f.r.i.e.n.d.s remind me alot of Yann, Mira, Monn, Yatee, Azri and me.

It's my all time favourite sitcom since childhood.

And yeah, I want to be Lisa cause I'm a smelly cat!

WE WANT TO GO.

2010-10-05T19:53:00.003+08:00

http://www.dinosaurlive.com.sg/index.htm

THE FOUR PHASE WE FACED IN LIFE CYCLE.

2010-09-29T10:25:00.002+08:00

Sometimes we may be feeling down. It's okay to start questioning what's going on in our lives. This questioning can lead to creative thinking, which leads to inspired actions, and gets our life back on a postive track.

(adapted from better because of you by ginny hutchinson & cathy haffner)

2010-09-27T20:47:00.002+08:00

i call myself lucky. and this ought to make me feel thankful, for this beauty. most days i caught myself yelping out loud, "i got myself the greatest boyfriend ever!" and other days that makes me feel a little less insecure, he just happens to be there. staying right by my side. there are days when i need him badly and sometimes it couldn't wait. it gets on my nerves, it gets on him too. haha. but for all i know deep down inside me, that he loves me. he loves for who i am. and somehow, it does afraid me of what will come. but for all i know, this moment-it got to be treasured.

more moments to be shared. insyAllah.

every women needs a little reminder.

2010-09-24T19:19:00.003+08:00

they need security.

a sense of being needed in some one's life.

being loved.

being appreciated.

being there and never leave.

constant compliments. any compliments.

or even, love her through her flaws.

somehow deep within her, she's a little insecure.

only God knows, how she felt.

on the cover, it's just a brave front.

battling. overcoming. taking insults.

she needs a bulletproof.

or even, yearning for one.

2010-09-21T09:30:00.000+08:00

dear child.

i may never knew when you were born, nor who your parents are.

maybe i've meet them somewhere or they pass me by.

you may never be my blood,

but by heart - you are loved.

i've watch you grow and i know someday you you might come to realise the fact,

that i am not your biological mother and that will affect you. you have the right

to feel angry, hurt, cheated or even start hating me. you may even feel like leaving.

you will hear remarks from others that you are adopted. you are motherless or fatherless. no one wants to take care of you. no one wants to love you and they will tell you that i adopt you because of sympathy.

my dear child,

for all you knew, i love you whole heartedly.

i need you and you need me.

i care and try my very best to do everything i can.

when you look back,

i want you to be proud of me.

because i am - proud of you, my child.

(dedicated to parents who adopt children)

tigidigidik!

2010-09-17T03:07:00.002+08:00

..in any humanly way possible. =3

2010-09-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

LOVELACE.

2010-09-13T21:44:00.002+08:00

10 September 2010.

2010-09-10T13:33:00.002+08:00

Salam Lebaran, Dot ucapkan. Makan minum harap dihalal kan. Terima kasih kerana jaga Dot and sayangkan Dot. Maaf zahir dan batin. Dot doa semoga dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki. Amin. Assalamualaikum.

2010-09-02T12:38:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time since we've blogged. Getting dustier here. But Alhamdullilah, the both of us is mighty fine. Syukur. Ramadhan is here, now is the 23rd day. A quarter is gone. And next come filling in Syawal. And soon, we will turn mischievous 2! Date sebelah-sebelah tu. Kecoh! Haha. Raya, Bird day, Kenalan. Ishk! So anyhows, this year has been great. New journey to adventure and to take, new exprience and adapting to new lives. Setback, disputes and disasters. Mother nature has to act on it, and who's to say "Water got up's and down's!" Hahaha. Direct nya translation bagi. Hehe. But the most important thing is to stay hand in hand. Teamwork! Always. =B

(pardon my face.)

NOT BAD, QUITE STRONG.

2010-08-22T17:17:00.000+08:00

excited much! =)

2010-08-07T01:04:00.002+08:00

There are many things that I'm actually proud of you. Being smart, being lovely, being giving. Being humble, being modest, being funny just the way you are, right from the first time we both know each other. How my life is always joyful and the bitterness, sharing with you. I am happy being your girlfriend. For guiding me, for loving me and showing that you care. With constant and endless effort you've made. How interests grows, despite differences, we still fond of each other. Learning, growing and blooming. Steady, we will walk through time for us to face. Thank you for everything, Azri.

Ramadhan is coming and it will be our third. =B

SLASH CONCERT!

2010-08-03T12:30:00.002+08:00

I never had so much fun before! I mean, We. Hahaha. Yeah yeah, Azri and I went to the Slash tour concert on 2nd August. My God, I never been to a concert before, (does Electrico free tickets by Mr Alwi counts?) Hahaha. So yeah, it was wild! And crazy. And thanks to Mr. A for making me go. Hahaha. When he first called saying, "I've bought tickets to Slash." I mean great for him. "You and I." I almost fainted. But kinda thrilled, I never been to concerts. I mean big concert like Metal-Rock kinda thing. I was scared.

So here's my first ever experience. And I'm so glad that I'm there, being with Azri. And I was told that someone shed a tear, huh. Hehehe. Slash was like Azri's Idol since he was young, besides Metallica. No wonder he have long hair and celak banyak time dulu. Hahaha. Rock never dies lah tu. Or was it Metal? No idea! Hahaha. So there I am, no, We are, in the crowd. I was afraid that I'm like a geek or something. Like I don't belong ke ape lah. Skali got nenek lah sia! Hahaha. Rock man, rock! And there's plenty of geeks too. Teenagers, school kids with uniforms, ang-mohs, ohhh uncles also got. Hahaha. And i just googled, Slash has been around since 1980s. No wonder! Hahaha.

So yeah, my funny boyfriend tells me, "You can do whatever your rock on sign that you always do, because everyone here is going to do it all the way." He said smiling and i smile back. Excited and thrilled. And sure does, all the way I'm doing it. Hahahaha. Rock on sign in the air! Hahaha. Best! He was very nice, very protective of me when there's mosh pits. Haha, maklum lah kecik, kene tolak I fall nanti. Sibeh! But hella fun lah! I should wear platform, kecik sangat siak me. Hahaha. Kaki pun naik wobble. 5 hours of standing! Hahaha. And btw, We get the best spot ever! Centre, only a few metres away from the stage. Gerek or what! Worth 100. Even worther, is there such word? Hahaha, to touch Slash and Myles! Hahaha.

Biasa, the last part where they run off and when we scream, "We want more!" Slash keluar bogel lah. I mean without his shirt on. Haha. I was excited and suddenly not scared of tattoo on his body. Hahaha. Infact, I'm distracted. I told Azri, "Cepat ambik gambar dier bogel." Hahaha, and Azri replied, "Eh dah tak takut ngan tattoo pulak?" Practically, we are screaming at each other. Due to the noise! Hahaha. When Slash bogel, it instantly reminds me of Azri's petpet. Hahaha. Same like Slash. Bogel on the top and wear pants. And hat. Hahahaha. Cute!

The best part yet to come. I was busy singing (even though I didn't know how to sing, I just played along. My mistake to not hafal all the songs. Hahaha.) Suddenly Azri grab my thighs and next minute I was on air. Taller than everyone else. Ahhhhh, suke. Suke.SUKE!!!! It was better than one of my dreams (to be carried out by a bouncer out of club.) Hahaha. It was so cool. And I saw Slash and Myles looking at me! Ahhhhh. I wish I can carry Azri back. Hahaha. It was so cool and to be remembered lah. Cool Cool Cool! =D

Ok, in the end, the both of us is so sweaty. And thirsty and kaki wobble. Hahaha. But it was really a nice experience. Malam hard to sleep. No. Malam tido ada senyum aje! Hahaha. I swear during the whole concert, I feel like taking off my top and throw it to Myles. Hahaha. Steamy betul. Hahaha. Anyhows, thank you awak for having this shared memories. I suke! Next concert, Metallica! Ahhhh ahhh ahhh. Alphabeat at Denmark? =))) Tehehehe.

harr.

2010-07-29T15:26:00.002+08:00

lu take care.

I LOVE HAPPEEPILL!

2010-07-24T00:59:00.001+08:00

More Happeepill Shows? Go to happeepill.com

2010-07-19T12:44:00.001+08:00

i may have nothing in this world, but i have love and life.

i may be nothing, but to them - i am something. =B

2010-07-12T19:57:00.002+08:00

I have the tendency to think of the most hurtful thing whenever hurt occurs. And that most hurtful thing was to lose my best friend. I let it do so, therefore i could forgive easily. And that's why, pains doesn't really have to heal.

2010-07-11T18:37:00.002+08:00

I thank Allah for another year for that I'm alive.

I survive, I cope with the up's and down's, I learnt the meaning of patience and stumbling upon reasons.

Alhamdullilah! =)

The ideal kind of birthday has come true. It's not about cutting cakes and recieving presents with birthday song kept on rewinding. It's about bonding and being happy when everyone is happy. I always thought my birthday is a jinx (i know I'm not suppose to say that) but anyway, I was actually born on 13 Dul'Qadah 1407. Which is prolly the 11th month. But indeed this was so far the best ever. (Even though i always said that).

It's about being thankful with the people all around. Playing games with the families, laughing and be merry. seeing their happy faces and screams, it is the happiest of all. It's every right to have it captured and remember that laughter, joy and fun. And most of all, Azri being there to witness the happy event and the happy family. =)

2010-06-13T02:26:00.004+08:00

kadang kadang Allah ciptakan Sarah untuk belayar.

dan Dia mengirimkan Dot.

kita tertanya tanya kemana si Sarah berada.

rupa rupanya Allah mengizinkan awak menrindui Sarah dengan amat banyak. =B

2010-06-12T09:58:00.002+08:00

kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan Azri.
Ia mendatangkan sedih dan tak larat.
kita tertanya-tanya kemana hilangnya Azri.
rupa-rupanya Allah memberi kita miss dia lebih lagi! =3

2010-06-11T23:42:00.002+08:00

kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan matahari.

Dia datangkan petir dan kilat.

kita tertanya-tanya kemana hilangnya matahari.

rupa-rupanya Allah memberi kita pelangi.

I WANNA WATCH BABIES!

2010-06-06T00:47:00.004+08:00

visit here: http://www.focusfeatures.com/focusfeatures/film/babies/

2010-06-02T21:58:00.002+08:00

at times i'm a million colors,

at times i'm black and white.

i can be an angel and i can be a devil,

and maybe sometimes i'm in between the line.

i'm filled with self beliefs,

and haunted with doubts.

i like to be by myself

and i hate being alone.

i can be miserable, pitiful

and that's so typical of me.

sometimes i make no sense

but i like being perfect.

i make a mess of myself

and still you will try to figure me out.

you never stop trying.

you never stop loving.

and i'm here to thank you,

thank you Azri for everything.

You can count on me, always. =3

2010-05-31T10:59:00.002+08:00

2010-05-14T22:06:00.003+08:00

2010-05-14T22:00:00.001+08:00

life has always been colorful whenever you're around.

even though there's much differences between us,

there's always a certain similarities that intertwines.

the soft touch that guides,

the sincere smiles when your eyes shines.

the love, the faith and the strength.

the beginnings, the journey and the on-comings.

it conjoins to become one.

i love you. i miss you. i need you.

happy 20.

i'll certainly wait for your comeback.

for you to amaze me with all your charms,

Azri love. =)

sarahleeyumyum

2010-05-09T19:50:00.002+08:00

I've come to realize,

That you're all i ever need.

Come home safely, awak.

I miss you in a thousand ways.

sarahleeyumyum =B

Dear Azri. I miss you.

2010-05-06T23:03:00.002+08:00

LIFE.

2010-04-27T20:20:00.001+08:00

the way we present ourselves,

shows who we really are.

all the time.

Dear Azri Sadded.

2010-04-24T12:57:00.002+08:00

i like big screen and i cannot lie.

jumpe nanti loverboy.

Dear Mr TV SHOW.

2010-04-24T00:33:00.004+08:00

Go Here In Fact Now.
SO, there is no more excuse. You can watch it anytime even at work, home or play! WOW in just a short time. Mr TV SHOW, you are taking my girlfriend away from me. Give her back. You're evil.

-Azri Sadded.

i miss you.

2010-04-22T23:32:00.001+08:00

2010-04-15T23:37:00.002+08:00

for what it's worth i think there's nobody like you.

you got grace, got a heart beating and despite you're fun.

and now that you're mine, i can't picture life without you.

you're my friend, you're my lover. all i wanna do is to love you.

sarahlee yumyum

AUDREY & ADAM.

2010-04-13T22:57:00.002+08:00

we both love the trip!

learning more about each other and had a real blast laughing. the trip makes us stronger and wiser together as a couple. happy happy happy! next stop, coldness.

SEE HOW DOT GROWS!

2010-04-05T21:38:00.000+08:00

2010-04-05T21:35:00.004+08:00

to my azri love, come what may. =B

2010-03-29T22:04:00.002+08:00

to my sarah sushi monster! =3

LIFE IS SWEETER WHEN YOU'RE AROUND.

2010-03-08T23:42:00.002+08:00

through ups and downs,

through the merry-go-round.

i know it's my hand that you want to hold onto.

i love you Azri-squirt! =3

2010-03-07T22:56:00.001+08:00

may you rest in peace Sot.

we will miss you.

=,)

I MISS MY OTHER PEA!

2010-02-25T00:00:00.003+08:00

at times we would fight. then make up. it is part of our obstacles, in life. deep down, we both knows that we love each other. and the key word is, to show it. instead for the sake of saying it. through it all, communication is the best remedy. hugs and kisses. love and sharing. that's a bliss. Amin. =)

we had our hair cut, recently. the best part was, we had our hair cut together. i never had a hair cut before with my best friend. and it is such an honour! he is my best friend, my everything. hehehe. he looks dashing as ever, well me, im too cute. hahaha! the other day was hillarious. we played monopoly under my block, with mee cup and i made cordial juice in a bottle which is not cold. and azri drinks it and made a face. it was too sweet! i shucked balls in the kitchen. =( but then he made fun and say, later i made susu and my children would want his dad to do instead. sadded. but his actions made me laugh so laugh. it reminds me of who he is, right from the start. it's him that i love him for. day one he moves his ears and the way he disturb me on first date! hrmphh!

that makes me love him more. i know eventhough he kacau kacau me, deep down he loves me. inside out. okay, sound so wrong. hahaha. =D

aiyah, i miss him already. come home soon. i miss your smell, awak.

LETS HOPE FOR THE BEST!

2010-02-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

thanks to kakak and mirah. =)

finally Sot went to the vet. i wish i was there. it's such a thrill and excitement to be in a vet. i never been one, so i was looking forward to it. aiyah, i should careless about work and take leave ke ape eh. reason: send my son to the vet. yeah i should do that! kakak says, one look the vet doctor says that Sot is not going to last long, and be prepare for that. my heart just crashed and i was controlling my tears. i think, there's a reason why i didnt get to go. or else i will cry like mad. the vet doctor gave Sot antibiotics and some fluid for him to sip as he is very very very weak. his shell is so soft. looking at him can actually make me cry. now i know the feeling of how my parents is when i was in the incubator when i was a baby. i am very sure, Sot will be okay soon. positivity that's what i always says eventhough my insides are filled with insecurities. the cutest part is that, on the medication packages, it stated Sot. cute! and akak says, at the vet, they call Sot name instead of Ms Khadijah. hahahaha. on another note, Dot is very jumpy. and i think his neck is torn. what can i say, jumpy Dot! lets hope Sot would get well soon. it hurts me to see him like that. =,(

2010-02-17T23:31:00.001+08:00

love is you. =)

2010-02-17T23:15:00.002+08:00

our babies! i have to seperate them because sot is sick. he always closed his eyes. sadded. while dot loves swimming around. hehe. my whole family dotes on them well. kak jah will bring them out and to school. while ibu would look at them and drip water onto sot to see whether he is still alive! haha. as parents gets older, its best to have a pet lah to keep them occupied. my mum's pet is the macBook okay. canggiher than me. hrmph! i do hope sot will get well soon. i am so worried! sigh. seeing them actually makes my day. believe it or not, i could just be late for work because i cuci thier tank. gleeee! see how good mummy i am. kwang kwang. and ohh, never let work affect our lives! hehs. =)

TONG XIN YUIAN. TONG XIN YUIAN.

2010-02-17T23:07:00.001+08:00

MACAM MANA TAK GEMOK, IF I KEPT ON SNACKING?

2010-02-17T23:00:00.001+08:00

2010-02-13T00:50:00.004+08:00

i know i'm not perfect. and i've made mistakes. i'll learnt, i'll grow and i'll work on it. knowing you was the best thing that ever happens to me. you taught me things i never knew. you watch me grow. you stood by me while i fall. you guided me in every way. the moments we had was the the best memories ever. they kept replaying in my head, over and over again. where we looked up to the skies filled with twinkling stars with the ocean waves, it felt so good like it was just yesterday. love, peace, harmony. that's life is, with you. you meant alot to me and without you, my life my dead. i've tasted death but you, you are my life when you first came into the picture. and now, you are my future. i love you Azri Rahim. and i hope i'm not too late to say, happy 17th. =)

2010-02-09T22:36:00.001+08:00

2010-02-09T01:28:00.001+08:00

2010-02-09T00:13:00.003+08:00

..in any humanly way possible. =3

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2010-02-07T09:18:00.001+08:00

2010-01-31T23:39:00.002+08:00

i miss this handsome boy of mine very the much. come home quick and cure my flu, cough and fever of mine doctor handsome ku! rindu awak punye smell and hug. =B

TO THE SEOUL WE GO~!

2010-01-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

EVERYDAY IS A LEARNING DAY!

2010-01-31T23:13:00.005+08:00

hi earthling. it's been a zillion years since i've updated. work's good! work has been a second home for me. talking about 6 working days per week. i really enjoy work because there's another 9 girls surrounds me. hellaphun! all of us are different and there's alot to share and laugh about. it's like being in school. huhu. well, this is the upteem time i've moved about in the office for 2 months! from outside the office, to the site office, the office, the front to the back, now to the front again. hahaha. some office issues! well, well. enjoys the pictures and have a great laugh!

new place to sit. i love it. because i can play the yawning game with radiah, who sat facing in front of me! hahaha.

this was when i sat at the back. i miss it. cause mery and shushu is so cool together. hoho! this happens when mery is bored. she doodle shushu up. hoho.
see, prettyyyy!!! =D

okay, selvam, the sg beng.

he loves my fur headphone! funny!

i love little lulu! my gawd, i create easy names for them, and we still stick it to that siak. hahaha. lulu.

crazy! miss that old spot of mine. cause each worker enters, i would be like a door bell siak. saravanan! sulvem, sulvem. sumon. anwar bai. ohh ya, not forgetting if subcons enters. they think i'm admin take care of keys! hahahahahaha! what to do, i like the job. kekek sak. okay, sofi bai and rad is so funny in this pic!

to de-stress. hahaha.

in toilet also can!

okay, rad and her bright ideas!

my favourite girls. cause they are funny like hell. hahaha.

crazy moments! saw shushu. see how diff she is! mery ahhh! hahahaha.

ohh ya, janna jane! and finally, ela picture is up! hohoho. =D

work is so gerek. =)

I LOVE WORK! =)

2010-01-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

AUSSIE, HERE I COME!

2010-01-24T22:32:00.000+08:00

CHEERS!

2010-01-24T22:30:00.002+08:00

JUST FOR LAUGHS.

2010-01-15T23:26:00.003+08:00

i know i have been MIA for long. but funny stuffs does happens everyday. i'm loving life. =B

me: alright sir, i'll give you my direct line for easier contact.
sir: erm, it's okay. you don't have to give me your handphone number.
me: (i look at the flat owner with my sepet eyes) my direct line as it mean this. (putting my hand on top of the office phone.)
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! (eyes rolling here and there.)

dad bought 3 different bottle of kueh tarts (pineapple tarts), peanuts and cookies in his backpack to the zoo. when we sat for the elephant show, he took out the pineapple tarts bottle. TAK BOLEH ANGKAT DOK! he offered the little boy sitting infornt of him. i know, BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i mean, who carries kueh raya left overs to the zoo? only my cute dad does it! hoho.

the paper states one of the defects as Master bedroom window. what is the defect, that is the why! chipped ke, dent ke, scratched ke. my funny kaki friend, radiah here is so kekek.
radiah: sir, what happen to your master bed?
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! hear that. masterbed.

my funny mum wanted to call my adik. she accidentally pick up the remote control. i know, what the fish! BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

okay, finished! i bring home my work ni. want to chop chop and do ni. =B

WELL HE, IS BEING LOVED AND MISSED!

2010-01-14T19:50:00.000+08:00

1H4W IS BEING MISSED!

2010-01-14T19:49:00.000+08:00

FAMILY IS LOVED!

2010-01-14T19:48:00.000+08:00

2010-01-03T22:37:00.002+08:00

it's harder to meet these days or catch up on time due to our working schedules. sobsob. and finally, alhamdullilah we got to spend time together! amin. sometimes boleh buat gadoh you know. tsk tsk tsk. sacrifices is the keyword. there are times when he would pick me up from work. and by then shops will be closed. cause i have to o.t everyday! suprises are great too! pick him up from work is great too. especially kat hotel. kelas lah orang orang ini buat wedding! hahaha. and my handsome boyfriend would always stands out. tehehe. i love being with him, each time. cause can merajok and he pujuk. and manje semanje manje tidak! hahaha. i love playing the catching the tongue game with him. hahaha. seronok! hahaha. it will always makes me laugh. and how dashing he is everytime. and how he can layan me. and how he can show me love non-stop. suke you know! it's like the strength for me each day. i love you azri. very the much! =3

I LOVE THE 1H4W!

2010-01-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

janda rocks. =)

2009-12-30T00:22:00.001+08:00

everytime something hurts,
i will always think of that one thing
that hurts the most.
because none can compare to that.

2009-12-27T19:19:00.004+08:00

work has been real good. alhamdullilah. eventhough i have to o.t till 9.30 on weekdays and 8.30 on saturdays. talking about tired. but most of all, i must enjoy the work right! but best nye, sometimes can go home with azri love! on the same track home. wehehehe. work is so fun when you have great kaki's surround. the new cro, both jessica is so gerek loh! we had a blast. moreover, making my space in the office like home! that's more i like it. hehe. i paste pictures on the wall. picture of family, azri, sot and dot, the click 5 and picture of renna and me too! and opppsss! azri's family too. hohoho. not forgetting home slippers for office and yeah, cup to make my coffee and yes, lip balm penting okay. must smacker and look great! hahaha. ibu's jacket when she young working in opis also there! hahaha. like mother like daughter! wahaha.

i just love my job. it would be better at site. but i guess i'm too weak to be there lah. i got 3 days mc last week due to gastric and vomitting. hahaha. doctor thought i pregnant. funny siak. best ehk kalau pregnant. dengar dengar sperm terbang pe. hahaha. but overall, dapat take picture with CES nye helmet, dah cukup happy. tak jadi safety supervisor pun tak pe. asalkan feeling-feeling akai helmet nye! hahaha. =D

the great kaki's. that's sofi. he's the educated banglah. he's our arch co-ordinator. he's gerek you know. funny! and must die die click with lah because we must work with him. then behind is, sulvem. he also cool. from india mari. both of them from sembawang! so, i was very the head over moon that i'm working with them here at Pinnacle. both of them are my mentor lah! both girls named jessica. hahaha. center one from china mari. and the other jessica is uber cool and fun! we always kekek together. i love her also! lucky all the girls gerek, besides my partner in crime carol lah. i wonder whose the other 6 more new cro. hope they gerek one lah. i hope not minah or those snub-ass freak lah. hahaha. i look pretty right in that picture. i know what the hell. first time using the headband. hahaha. =D

okay, will be busy this week. so yeah, in advance happy new year. aiyah, just a year older. nothing much. what matters is my family's home. i miss ibu's food and yes, azri's love for me will never end. ehh boleh? =B

2009-12-27T18:48:00.002+08:00

this boyfriend of mine has been really good to me. he's been very lovely and caring ever since my family went for holiday on wednesday. he came and pick me up from work and spend time with me so that i won't feel lonely. and not only that, his mum cook for me and abang wan. tehehe. sweet right. i missed home cooked food! and then had dinner with his family. malu.com.sg but hor, i love seeing his father and mother. it make me smile and feel so home eventhough i malu! azri has been really nice and he showered me with his undying love everyday. and i'm loving it! he is like the best boyfriend ever! i love the way when he would make me laugh non-stop and i love to hear me laugh. hahaha. i love train rides with him, because can squash to him and we can always play this stupid game call "geletek tengkok!" hahahaha. both of our weakness. it's a stupid game you might say, but that game always brings us closer and closer. heh! how truthful he is and honest. i like that. and how manje he is with me. i lagi suke! he is so huggable lah, i love his arms around me. sigh, rindu lah pulak! everyday rindu him. awak, kite miss awak plus i sayang you lagi banyak! =3

2009-12-20T09:40:00.007+08:00

you would never fail to assure me so that i will feel secure all the time.

you would never fail to tell me how much you love me, adore me; even though i already know it.

you would never fail to always want to hold my hand even when we're not walking together side by side. it's to be said, "sharing life together."

you would never fail to make me laugh again and all over again like a little child.

and it's me that you want to hold, to kiss my forehead and smile at.

well it's me that you trace your fingertips onto.

it's me that you come running home to.

i love you, Azri. shaking your ass, shaking ass. alright do touch me! =D

WE BOTH LOVE OUR SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER.

2009-12-20T09:37:00.002+08:00

with love. =)

2009-12-18T22:14:00.005+08:00

two weeks at sembawang was great! i certainly miss walking to the bsc with a smile on my face. each morning on the way there, i would greet this uncle who sweeps the neighbourhood. i would then smile at the grandfathers and grendmothers who did thier morning excercise. some would bring thier grandchildren to playground. maids sitting down chit chatting. and i would smile to this malay man who passes me at 9.25am sharp everyday, with a nod. a significant of mutual respect. and i will certainly miss the pap's clean toilet. i will miss faiza, sofi and sulvem too. it's a great two weeks there.

right now, i'm posted to Pinnacle@Duxton. and i'm very glad that sofi and sulvem was there too! hohos. Pinnacle is so big loh. and it's MM Lee's property sia. the sky garden is so romantic! i love! great architecture design i might say! i love my job, till i fall sick. haha. yeps, currently on 3 days mc. i think due to body changes in the environment i guess. it's like gross to whatever i eat and the next minute, i puke it out. hillarious! Pinnacle is great, because it's still has on-going construction still. i love working there eventhough it's tough entertaining flat owners and how draggy the hours and days is. all the workers is super friendly and yes, they were great to give a helping assistance. and i don't know why i love to work with banglah workers lah. haha. i know i'm lame loh. but most of all, the best is carol! my partner. the first day we met aje, we totally click lah despite of our differences and how much we respect each other. she is so stylish loh. admire her and she is so cool to talk with. i am glad that it's not one of those snobbish office girls. carol is so fun and my only hope is that, the other two cro would be as nice as her. gleeee! =D

MY DAD, THE ROMANTICA.

2009-12-18T22:07:00.002+08:00

everytime i washed the plates or utensils, i would never fail to smile looking at what's right infront of me. yes, you've seen it. that small clock made me smile. why? because one day, that clock stop working and mum told ayah to send it for repair. yes, my dad is a great repairman. he repairs my watch, glue my shoes or heels, repair my headphone, soldering my accessories. he did almost everything and he is the best dad ever. so when one day he finishes repair the clock, in a cheeky way he told my mum that it's done and said that it has a surprise! J hearts Z. hahahahaha.

Jamalludin Love Zainab!

how cute right. =D

2009-12-13T20:15:00.000+08:00

when your big brown eyes matches mine,

i know we're both feeling the same way.

and when you smile at me,

it never fails to make my cheeks look chubby.

just when you hold my hand,

i felt safe and your bare hand that leads me.

so when you bend over to hug me,

i wish you wouldn't have to leave.

i miss you Azri, and i love you enormously! =3

2009-12-12T11:03:00.002+08:00

they have been one month old since i bought them. but sadly, i have no idea how old they were. tsk tsk tsk. we had a lovely friday night! i showered with them. yeah, real cool! the other day, Dot had a walked around the house. while Sot, he kept on closing his eyes and stay still for the past few weeks. so i self declare that he went blind. but today morning, i am really amazed that he had opened his eyes! Alhamdullilah. believe it or not, i did carry Sot with the gloves like finally! but i think for now, i'm rather afraid because he had his eyes opened. hoho. eventhough im at work, i do still think about them. i miss them. without fail i would greet them in the morning and at night. first thing first was to shower them when i get home. busukkkkk! and when i'm at workplace, funny but it's true, i feed the animation at the side. hoping that both Sot & Dot feel my love eventhough that we are apart.

Ibu loves you; Sot, Dot! =D

Mmmgaah!

2009-12-11T11:09:00.002+08:00

Ana Behibek

Moi Tomak Bhal Pau

Ami Tomay Bhalo bashi

Quechua Qanta Munani

Obicham Te

Chit Pa De

Bon Sro Lanh Oon

Sh'teme

T'estim Molt (I Love You A Lot)

Gihigugma Ko Ikaw.

Wo Ai Ni

Ti Tengu Cara

Ljubim Te

Miluji Te

Jeg Elsker Dig

Ik Hou Van Jou

Quechua Canda Munani

Mi Amas Vin

Mina Armastan Sind

Tora Dust Midaram

Doostat Daram

Mahal Kita

Mina" Rakastan Sinua

Ik Zie Oe Geerne

Je T'aime

Ich Liebe Dich

S' Agapo

Hoon Tane Pyar Karoo chhoon

Ani Ohev Otach

Mai tumse Pyar karta hoon

Szeretlek

Eg Elska Thig

Taim I' Ngra Leat

Ti Amo

Kimi O Ai Shiteru

Naanu Ninnanu Preethisuthene

Nakupenda

Tangsinul Sarang Ha Yo

Te Amo

Ess Milu Tevi

Gramo-Te Bue', Chavalinha

Tave Myliu

Sakam Te

Njyaan Ninne' Preetikyunnu

Me Tujhashi Prem Karto

Jeg Elsker Deg

Tora Dost Daram

Kocham Cie

Eu Te Amo

Mai Taunu Pyar Karda

Te Iu Besc

Ya Vas Liubliu

Lubim Te

Volim Te

Mama Oyata Adarei

Lubim Ta

Te Quiero

Mama Oyata Arderyi

Naku Penda

Jag A'Lskar Dig

Ch'ha Di Ga"Rn

Bhebbek

Nan Unnai Kaathalikkiren

Neenu Ninnu Pra'mistu'nnanu

Ch'an Rak Khun

Ha Eh Bak

Ja Tebe Kokhaju

Mujhe Tumse Mohabbat Hai

Anh Ye'U Em

Wani Ra Yana Ro Aisha

Rwy'n Dy Garu Di

Ya Te Volim

Saya Cinta Kamu

I Love You =)

2009-12-11T10:20:00.001+08:00

HOW PHOTOSHOP CAN MAKE ME FEEL FUGLY.

2009-12-09T21:07:00.003+08:00

2009-12-09T12:49:00.002+08:00

you are the best remedy ever for me!

thank you, Azri.

wo ai ni.

2009-12-06T10:40:00.002+08:00

it's funny how i still smile so wide when i look at all of his photographs,

and reminisce the fond memories we had.

and how crazy it is to make me go ahhhh, dreamy wonderland still.

how i miss him, so fast yet furious it drives me to temptations.

then how badly these temptations is being needed more than wanted.

should be angry, sad or upset. or depressed and mourning all over still.

but i choose to be tempted instead.

a second helping tempted me.

hooboy, i am crazy inlove still! =3

2009-12-04T20:19:00.005+08:00

hi. i know this has been the longest time since i last update about our lives. we were both so busy with our very own commitments and so, the only thing we can talk about is our babies, Sot and Dot! i know, i sound lame. i'm Sarah by the way.

you know my dream is to become a site safety supervisor. not only i think the hemet and boots are cool, it's just that i do care for the workers actually. how Azri Love would then tell me, "Make sure you jaga the Bangladesh's workers properly. Tell them not to ride bicycle on roads." ahhh, he knows how much i would die for that post. and how much he knows me inside out and how much he loves me! so anyway, reality check, i didn't get that post but i am thankful that i do have a job. indeed, i do have to work with the Bangladesh's workers. *smile smile! i always think of them as heroes. unsung heroes. because they are the ones who build houses, roads for us to live in. they clean the pathways and rubbish chute for us. they take care of our cleanliness. they should be salute!

as soon as 5 o'clock is over, the Architect and Clerk of works left the room and happily head back home to thier respective families. which left me siting there alone with one of the Bangladesh worker. his name is Sulmon. you know me, i can't stand silences. it drives me crazy! so there we talked and talked. and came to one point where he said, "my pay is $60 last time. now is $150." i looked at him and asked, "1 month?" he smiled and said, "yes, yes!" i choked and then i stare at the newspaper i'm reading, but i realised that my hand was flipping the page. i swear at that moment i wanted to cry but i was really controlling it. $150 per month that he recieved is like equivalent to a primary school kid now. tsk tsk, i bet the kids nowadays recieved much more than that. but to him, it seems enough. without complains. it wrecked my heart so bad. so bad that i just wanted to run out of the BSC office and weeped my heart out.

and there i am the other day, stressing about my pay which i think i hadn't had enough of. how bad was i? i felt so bad. but i know what Sulmon and i do have in common. we thirft enough. because i know what hardship is. as we both locked up the door, i began to ask him, "the bus or you're walking?" walking he said. so we walked to the mrt. i've been doing that all these while. from home to mrt. mrt back to home. i think of it as a positivity, exercise is good. what others don't know is that, i'm saving that trip where i can walk and let my blood circulation run through. while we walked, we talked more and more. how saddening his stories are but he always highlight the positivity in each of everyone of them. i am amazed and touched.

he is just a stranger to me. in a day, he can make me cry, then smile. how inspirational he is. =,)

2009-12-04T10:39:00.002+08:00

at times, you need to stop and take a breather.

a nice pair of arms to be wrap around would be great too!

SOT AND DOT, 2 WEEKS.

2009-11-24T12:16:00.002+08:00

time flies and how mischievious they have been. Sot, the smaller one is no longer mischievious. he sleeps alot nowadays. i wish i could do something to fill up thier days, besides sitting and snoring on the rock and eat eat eat then yakyak. Dot, the brother is very cheeky now. he loves to sit ontop of Sot. naughty naughty! there are times when Sot is sleeping on the rock, Dot would climb onto of the rock and push Sot down. kuang hasam right! looking at them and talking to them is like talking to a foetus in tummy! hahaha. okay, random. waking up and before sleeping in, makes me look forward to. coming home after a day out, makes me happy eventhough i'm tired at times. Sot and Dot, please grow up fast. i want draw angkong on your shell! but then, i still nilu to hold you lah! =D

2009-11-24T12:07:00.003+08:00

how life is about coping.

with family, spouse. partners, relationships. friends.

work and time management. social life and body laid to rest.

money issues, fiancial. work load and deadlines.

we are all coping. and what we should know is that,

"we are never alone." =)

2009-11-22T11:07:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhh,

the sweet love we always had. =)